I wrote this poem on March 13th, 2020. The ring is moonstone like I always wanted. He is sweet and soft like I needed two years ago when we first met. We have two dogs and we spoil them like crazy. So why am I not happy yet? He bought a house when he graduated…
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History Precedes and Surpasses me
My worries of today will vanish in the wind tomorrow
Infinity still wasn’t enough
Infinite timelines where things could have gone right.
I am living in the one full of sadness.
In the space in-between
So much happens in the space in-between…
Learning to be alone
For years my tears were like traffic in LA
But today they flow like rain pushing debris out of a gutter
But today they flow like rain pushing debris out of a gutter
The Children of the Ocean
Trying to fit in is how I survived growing up. I couldn’t explore my sexuality, because no one around me accepted or understood gay people. I told my family I was depressed, but no one knew how to deal with that, so they chose to ignore or dismiss my cries for help. I was losing my religion, but if I told anyone I would be pressured even harder to accept the lord or be labeled an evil person.
Sharing My Songs: We’d Play House
This first song is one that I wrote about the first man that I dated after leaving high school about 6 years ago.
My Existential Diary 