I Disappear

I’ve been smoking again recently More and more each day The drugs make me disappear And I love them for that I know that it’s not healthy to love drugs the way I do But goddamn it feels nice to feel some relief I give myself whiplash from my moods shifting back and forth At…

Euphoria Season 1 & 2 – HBO Max

Instead of going into episodes that I liked, I want to dig deeper into analysis on some characters that I feel like I relate to in the show.

Struggles with addiction

These last few weeks have been really difficult for me. Through therapy I realized how much of a problem I have with addiction. Looking back on my earlier life I can see that I’ve been struggling with addictive behavior since I was a kid. I have struggled with hypersexuality since I was a child (most…