Getting too high

Binge eating into the night

Letting myself run on autopilot

Wake up with a throbbing hangover

I can’t help but lose control

Taking more pills when I don’t feel what I am looking for

Pushing myself towards the edge

I guess this is what you do

when you’re lonely and want to shed your skin

I used to run

But these days I’m crawling on my belly

Drifting through the day

Trying to piece myself back together

My addictive personality wins again